Eileen's port redness has returned and it looks to be getting a little worse again, but she says it doesn't really bother her. (I joke that it looks like she has a piece of twizzler stuck to her neck.) The doc checked it this morning and didn't seem too concerned about it at all really, so I guess it just is what it is until it either clears up again or gets bad enough to do something about. It was nice to have someone look at it again though, just to confirm that we needn't worry about it.
Eileen shared with me that she's been freaking out the last few days because her arm pits (read: lymph nodes) have been sore. She was concerned (convinced?) that the pain was an indication that the cancer had gotten another foothold. As it turns out, she realized that the new shirts she bought don't fit right in that area. Could be cancer.....or, just poorly fitting clothes. Argh! See what a mindfuck this is? It's so easy to freak about every little ache and pain! (Hell, I'm even doing it....oh and I swear I get sympathetic chemo side effects.)
Anyway, thanks for playing along. We're looking forward to some better sleep tonight.
Hey Keith - Thanks for the fabulous report! I am so glad!! Love to you and Eileen, ann
ReplyDeleteFABULOUS! FANTASTIC! I've been worrying about you folks all weekend, so I can only vaguely imagine what a tough past few days you have been through. Thanks for the great report, Keith. Yes, it must be very hard not to attach the most awful possibilities to the most minor irritations....like the darn shirt doesn't fit right! Always glad to hear it's the shirt's fault. Celebrate, smell the roses (daffodils?), & sleep well tonight. love S,L&N
ReplyDeleteThanks Keith for the report! Yes, EXCELLENT news! What a relief, indeed. My proverbial hat is off to the two of you. I don't know if I could put one foot in front of the other; it would be too easy, as you say, to obsess over anything and everything.
ReplyDeleteHere's to tasty meals, fun walks, and long nights of REM-level sleep!
Take care.
Love, Jane
Hi Eileen & Keith,
ReplyDeleteGood to hear from you; I'd not heard anything in ages and was beginning to worry. So glad to get the good news! What a relief it must have been.. Hope you celebrated this weekend with some fun adventure or just some relaxing times in the backyard. Hope the weather is getting nice for you. Eileen, good luck with number 5 (this week?) and enjoy the visit from Meg and your vacation week.
love from all of us, E.R.M. & the kitties